I Am Aware…

One thing I have fully done from the start of our tragedy is listen to my heart. I heard Holy Spirit tell me from the start to listen to it and let it lead the way.  I spend a lot of time with my heart, letting it softly whisper to me what it needs and so longs for.  Throughout my journey, I consistently ask Holy Spirit to show me what my heart looks like, and He does.

I am aware my heart speaks to me.

I am aware I need to listen to my heart.

I am aware I need to schedule time for my hearts feelings.

I am aware my heart deeply aches for my baby boy.

I am aware my heart longs to just see Josh again and hear his voice.

I am aware my heart needs to scream at times.

I am aware it’s ok for my heart to be angry at times.

I am aware my heart needs to be present in each moment.

I am aware my heart needs to lead the way.

I am aware my heart beats to the life I live.

I am aware my heart feels so hurt and broken.

I am aware my heart bursts at times with new happiness.

I am aware my heart explodes with new blossoms.

I am aware my heart needs my attention every day.

I am aware my heart needs to forgive.

I am aware my heart wants to shut down and be numb at times.

I am aware my heart is the core center of my being.

I am aware my heart was made to connect with our Creator.

I am aware my heart searches for peace and freedom.

I am aware my heart is receiving a little more healing hope each day.

I am fully aware I am choosing to keep my heart open to love.