This is Life going On…

This is Life going On…

We have day to day pain and are just walking the new journey of life. We carry unfathomable grief, but we also celebrate the beautiful young life of our precious Joshua as life is going on. I am finding writing…

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We Are ONE year…

We Are ONE year…

To my Joshua, We are ONE year into living life without you Joshua Mark…our baby doll, our Joshie Pie, our handsome honey… We are one year closer to seeing you and spending forever together. We are one year loving you more beyond…

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I am getting there…

I am getting there…

It hurts beyond measure and beyond what any words can describe losing a child or loved one, and still hurts beyond measure missing them every day! I smile through the agonizing pain. I laugh through the difficult struggles. I live…

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A mother’s heart of plans….

A mother’s heart of plans….

To my Joshua… As the only mother you will ever have, and honored and so blessed you were the first one to call me mommy, my heart of plans didn’t turn out like I planned…. I planned Joshie Pie on…

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Josh is the ONE who….

Josh is the ONE who….

Josh is the ONE whose life I gave back to Jesus when I found out I was pregnant, when we didn’t think we could even have any children. Josh is the first ONE who called us mommy and daddy. Josh…

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