I Am…

This is what it feels like going through severe tragedy, pain, hurt, empitness, and brokenness…

I am a broken perfectionist

My control button is unfixable

I am vulnerable          

All pride has been trampled

I am an anger and anxiety addict

My steps are in the wilderness

I am a regretter

My heart is erratic

I question “why”

My hope got lost

I am in devastated heart recovery

This is what it feels like letting go and surrendering to God and finding some heart healing and recovery….

My heart is staying open to love

I am surrendering

My feet are discovering steadiness

I am believing in finding hope

Finding a little more faith each day

I am taking back my peace of mind

Forgiving the hurts and wrongs

I am allowing my heart to speak

My heart is recovering…