To my Joshua…

Joshie Pie,

I will forever miss hearing your boots walk on the floor.

I will forever miss your scent; your beautiful big, blue eyes; your gorgeous signature smile that everyone talked about.

I will forever miss your voice; your hugs; our conversations; your presence; living everyday life with you…and so much more. Missing everything about you is endless.

No one gets it or understands it except those who are forced to live it.

One thing for sure, I want to love as deeply as you. Your love baby boy had no boundaries; your never-ending help to others was limitless; and your beautiful gift of nurturing was endless.

It’s so hard to believe today is five years since we lost you and didn’t get to say goodbye. Sometimes it feels like we lost you yesterday and then other times it seems like forever since we’ve seen you. I just want to hug you tight baby boy. And I will get to one day soon. I love you forever and always my sweet Joshie Pie.

I love you forever & always ~ Mom