We are two years…

Joshie Pie,

We are two years into living life without you, our baby doll, our handsome honey…

We are two years being closer to seeing you in Heaven.

We are two years missing you more and more.

We are two years wondering what you look like; what you’re doing; what it’s like up there; who you hang out with; what our Gracie Rene looks like ; and if you get to see glimpses of us.

We are two years so desperately wanting to talk to you; see your signature smile; hug you; smell your “you” scent; and hear that contagious laughter.

We are two years seeing Chloe turn six; and she misses you and talks to you all the time; and asks Jesus to please let you send her down something special from you.

We are two years into me and dad just holding hands and crying together from the unbearable pain of missing you.

We are two years into Jake missing you every day. He just wants to hang out with his everlasting brother. Josh…my mom heart worries about him being all by himself because you’re supposed to be here with him.

We are two years still hearing stories about how you touched people’s lives and encouraged them and helped them through a hard or difficult time. That’s our Joshua! We were always SO proud of you!

We are two years keeping your love and spirit alive, and keeping our hearts open to love because of your deep love.

We are two years intimately spending with God, allowing Him to continue healing our hearts (baby steps) and waiting for God to say “it’s time” to fulfill the visions He gave us for promising to continue fulfilling your destiny here on earth by bringing love, hope, and healing to the lives of many; and bridge gaps between families and relationships.

We are two years not understanding any of this still, but always trying to walk by faith and trust Gods hand in all this.

We all love you forever and always Joshie Pie…4ever!